You
I won’t fool myself into thinking that you don’t know how I feel about you. Putting a bowl over my light is something I just can’t ever manage to do, even when it’s the best thing for me. You probably don’t know that I realize that; the best thing for me to do is to put a nice thick bowl over my light and go on about my business until the bulb burns out.
I’ve tried.
Oh, we are both well aware that I’ve tried everything. Ignoring you, hating you, pushing hard for a reaction of any kind- a glimmer of hope, an outright rejection- I’ve made every attempt to go on with my life.
Anytime I’ve come anywhere near succeeding, you engage me. Just enough. Surely you realize that you can’t do this for your own entertainment.
No, I’ve gotten the feeling, a few times, that you’re holding back. I can’t blame you.
Yes, it would be a logstical nightmare. Yes, the potential is probably pretty limited. It doesn’t have to be, but it probably is. There’s a good bit of risk involved on both sides. I wonder if you understand that. Both sides. You are in a much better position to absorb losses. Yet, I’m willing to take the that risk. Are you?
I think you are willing to take that risk. My guess is that you never thought you would be, but here you are, and here I am, and maybe you are that type of person after all…
…maybe that’s what you’ve been missing.
I can’t promise that no damage would come from it. I can’t promise that it wouldn’t end poorly. I can only promise you that it would be worth it.
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That’s a pretty good promise. And I’m intrigued. But just take care of YOU.
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Hmmm, intriguing.
.-= MsDarkstar´s last blog ..Quick check-in =-.
Huh. I think I know who/what you’re talking about.
Go cautiously. And land on your feet.
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This sounds like me in my not-so-distant past.
Just make sure he’s absolutely worth it, lady. Ask yourself, hard, and if you don’t know…plunge in and take whatever consequences come. Cuz you’re strong enough.
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beautiful.
amen.
.-= courtney´s last blog ..The Journey =-.
I’m very intrigued.
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In the immortal words of Joey from “Blossom…”
Whoa.
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Again not my place, I’ve just started reading your blog but in my opinion cut this asshole lose. He either doesn’t get you or he is still trying to play you by coming back? In some fashion? If he loved you he would have been there. Am I wrong ladys?
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